I feel like I had a lot to say in the summer and with the change of season and shorter days I feel I am in a cloudier head space.
I feel like my heart is constantly clouded with thoughts about you. I feel like we go through cycles where things are good, and then we get to a place where we just go through the motions of seeing eachother and meanwhile, we've yet to get a standing O.
I worry that during these darker parts of our cycle I get in my head too much. I fear that the voices get louder and I get angrier about it so I lash it out on you.
You also need to show me more. I'm ok with that if it means we done share a bed 5 nights a week.
Man. I care about you. I feel like this could be a really great union and I hope you feel the same. I'll deal with my stuff so long as you keep by my side. I love you.
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